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Nigel Roberts

A selection of poems

This electronic edition of a selection of poems from three books by Nigel Roberts: In Casablanca for the Waters (1977), Steps for Astaire (1983) and Déjà vu tours (1995). The poems are copyright © Nigel Roberts 1977, 1983, 1995, 2005. This edition was prepared by John Tranter in November 2005.

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Nigel Roberts, date unknown, photo by John Tranter

Nigel Roberts, mid-1982, photo by John Tranter

 

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Poem for Davnet / concluding
    with a line from Bogart


          She / has left the party
                           addressed
with the flat / gentle
                                   statement
                       I go ―
             Her purpose
                       air / bed
                                night music?

              No need of us -
Loves Mafia in lineup / she
                       identifies
                                  no one
   in her hallway exit / to
               the street.

                 Asleep.
    & even in her dreams
                throat / no
                        seed of me.

                She awaits
   a courier from
                          Lawrence

Shall i tell him / that
              his hour
          has come ―
    That her beauty
             & being
       are effective
— like a handgrenade
              dropped
    in a barrel of fish.




John Forbes, Sydney University Tin Sheds, 1975 or later, and not before July 1978, photo Angela Korvisianos

John Forbes, Sydney University Tin Sheds, 1975 or later, and not before July 1978, photo Angela Korvisianos

 

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Dialogue with John Forbes


Nige —
why / at your age
do you still
play football?

a test of self
physical fitness / &
a matter
of / duende

jesus —
then wait
until / you discover
the private
& existential / terror
of golf.



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Aberrant poetics 4 for Mark O’Connor

                so what
   that it looks
                                                    like
                              cut up
prose

     go
find fault   
                      with thistle
    because it is not
rose.

 

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Beauty / Truth / Genius & Taste etc.

Nigel Roberts

These
are a pair of
Brett Whitely’s
socks.

How I came by them, is
another poem                           
       but you may be aware
of the expression   
“great artists steal & the poor
borrow”

Well I borrowed
the socks from Brett
              as he borrowed
a cup of sugar           
from Francis Bacon.            

I would
like you to think
                                        that Brett wore them
when he painted Patrick White;
            as this lends
a painterly quality     
to the socks
    & a literary seriousness
to the poem.

The socks, sadly
              are unsigned ―
this may worry a hole 
on their investment, or
                                  your comfort be attributed
to the Master of Laminex
Pro Hart.      

Beauty
                      Truth
Genius & Taste etc.
go for a walk
if I wear Brett’s socks
                        or find
that painting & sculpture
is the furniture
of the beautiful & the rich.

The Beauty
                                Truth
Genius                          
& Taste etc
of the unique object
is confirmed                
                                 by its price ―
                                  this gives a gloss to inequality
                    & makes hierarchies
thrilling.

The first printmakers
were right                         
                                     the unique market sucks
& promotes ―
                                          but not for poets
where the best
                                are pensioners
                of their craft
     or support it
                     marking the cribs of Milton.

            This
unique object  
                         is for sale.
This poem            
  is for sale

“Brett’s sox
grey with elastic
tops & Australian content.”

It will harmonise
& be at home                     
    with the leather
& the chrome.



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Letter to Jamie Grant

The Sunday morning
dogshit patrol
is over

it took place
twenty minutes ago, when
Sid’s dogshit tolerance
snapped
as I see him out there
grim, with watercannon
aiming at dispersal
& displacement

the pavement & gutter
to my mortgage
by contrast & increment, now
appears especially rank
so, I volunteer
with a broom

together
Sid & I
sluice & sweep down
Clare St
to Howard’s

Howard commends
our enterprise ―
his three cats & his wife
who gathers dogshit
into envelopes, which
she delivers to the letterboxes
of those who own
dogs

this dogshit
direct action
is controversial, but
on a 2/ 1 split
approved

Finally
I have more civil
things to do
so I take my leave
pointing to the civic street
& affirming our bond, say
Gentlemen, the Sunday
morning dogshit patrol
is over

or so I thought
until I read your survey
of the New Poetry
in the Monthly Review.



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The gulls’ flight

The gulls’flight
is low                                          
flat
&hard    

they go
to sea                       
                                           to the edge / where
the day’s fire
               is lit

they go
as shiftworkers       
           to the dawn.



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The Kiwi riposte

What’s new
in Sydney, mate?

C / R groups;
Men’s
Consciousness Raising
Groups

Amazing ―
we’ve had them here
for years.
Ah well, another case
of what New Zealand does
Sydney, & then soon
California
will follow

The difference
mate ―
the only difference
comrade ―
is that here
we call them
Rugby Clubs.



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Japan

1.

As
Sushi bars
                opened ―
as carp                
flurried
                     in the Imperial Palace ponds ―
    as hibachis
were lit ―      
                     as the divine winds                                 
           teased & licked
the Shinto shrine ―
as an album                        
                        of Utamoro’s Shunga
  slipped
                        by chaste surprise, or
                                                      feigned surrender
to, the tatami ―
as oiltankers
docked ―
                               as the stockpiles of Mitsubishi
grew ―          
as wooden sandals
clok / clok
          to the public bath house ―
as the post war economic miracle
changed
                      shift ―
as a Buddhist
clapped
                         to attract the attention of his god ―
as the sun
rises ―
as the sun rises
like a flag ―
as the sun
prints                 
                    all public detail ―
    as the 37 views of Fuji
are lit ―  
as someone                         
           remembers
Pearl Harbour ―
as the genetic codes of Nagasaki
indifferently
                 decay ―
       as the Tea Ceremony
secedes                       
                              to Instant Coffee ―
as the cormorants    
               on Nagara River
fish ―       
as agapeic lovers
                          cry
               I’m going / I’m going ―
as the transistored stars
                                 relay
                               the calls ―
as the Bunraku            
                                are called
                                          by the stellar circuits ―
     as the Late Late Show
finishes ― 
as earth’s back
                        is raked
                      in the stone gardens of Ryoanji
as the bamboo
inches ―

Shiba Park graphic


2.

I have never been to Japan
but my voice once did
ring a bell, in
The Shiba Park Hotel,
Tokyo;
& wake
the traveller in 309, who asked
what time is it?

Surprise;
it’s me / not sure
whether it’s the day before
or the day after.

Surprise, said 309
no ―
as she signalled, yes
to 307, that he should
go from that bed
until morning;
the Japanese morning.


Photo of US poet Kenneth Rexroth

3.

The poem                           
                       according to some
should finish                                              
                      where the writing is begun, or
leave it out ―           
                         but I cannot
           part
  cause from effect ―
  reportage
from event ―
or message from its medium.
                                        For, when she hung up, I went
immediately to notes ―    
                                             to a scrabble of means & letters ―
              to an exposition, by Haiku, of those events
which had some accord
within the themes of traditional
Japanese poetry

Look!
if i used the five
             seven, five syllabic
discipline of Hitomaru
                                   I would count
                 & speak like a textbook.
The Iris ―                           
            No textbook;
Bamboo ―                         
No instructions.     

Listen!
before you discover
what poetry is about, I
               will tell you
Containment;       
the shape               
                                 & the shaping of things, by
  a written singing
                                           construct ―
           & by that
letting them go.

So
the poem             
            runs out
  of cause & effect ―
& contains only                 
           by its failure
of Haiku     
                      a metaphor
of that morning
& those events in Japan.       



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The Los Angeles Affirmation

I lit a cigarette
                               & drove
South ―
                 Down the Number 1
to L.A.

through
high tech dormitories
of lettuce
through
duchies of the tomato
through
the empire of watermelon
through
57 varieties
of cornucopia, where such
familiar corporate totems
as The Flag, Brand X & Rotary
supervised, everything.

South
beyond Modesto, there were
physical & metaphysical
concordances
with The West

from; the stony plains & arroyos
under the wind’s attack
                                            tumbleweeds
drift
lope & bound



&; the laissez-faire philosophy
of a bumper sticker ―
Grass / Arse / or Gas
No Free Rides.

At some point
the Number 1
& the Dire Straits’ cassette
become a test pattern
so you stop at the Harris Ranch
for Chicken, Bourbon & a piss
&, 300 yards out
into the tussock, turn
to see America
in part, as you knew it to be.

Los Angeles 94
Los Angeles 76
Los Angeles 53
& so on, by these imperatives
to where the Number 1
runs out
& the Myth of Los Angeles
begins.

This place
is the only place where
if you drive at 70mph
the Highway Patrol will urge
that you move on ―

los angeles photo 1

& you do it, because
in this place, The Law
is deferring
polite & entitled with a gun
to blow you away.

Somewheres
around here
                                        Hoppy
for Monogram Pictures rode ―
In that canyon
perhaps
                                         1950
                                 Saturday arvos
                                              flick
Is that
Fort Apache
or a Pizza Parlor?
Are those
real Log Cabins, or
authentic tract houses?
Is this Real Estate
the foreclosed frontier
of Illusion City?

Sold.
On the bottom line
of investment
Land / HOLLYWOODLAND
you can’t go wrong with land
said the Indian,
they aint making anymore
land.

los abgeles photo 2

The schedule
is tight ―
                    unload the truck
beer, tacos
sleep
& then, the turnaround.

The Strip, the corner
of Hollywood & Vine
& the cemented steps of Astaire
outside the Chinese Theatre
forgotten like a promise
to give up smoking.

I saw none of it
I slept through ―
But;
I affirm
by Tom Wolfe & Hunter Thompson ―
by that registered in The Day of the Locust
or scored, in The City of Night ―
by Sunset Boulevard & the mean streets
of Raymond Chandler ―
by the burning of Watts
& the Helter Skelter of Topanga Canyon ―
by the women of Bukowski, &
the V8 songs of Tom Waits ―

by all that music
television, print
& cinema
I had been there
Seen this
& done that.

Magritte said
“You experience a place by
what you are looking for”
&, like that tourist, you say
Far out!
doesn’t that corner bar
with the Schlitz Neon Sign
look just like that
in the Edward Hopper painting?


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Marketing 1

The Sell
for Cycle 3
a dog food
goes like this.

Cycle 3
is for the L.A.D. ―
the less
active
dog

it has 20%
less
protein & calories

in the same size tin
& at
the same price.



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Marketing 2

The pitch
for a Pinto
goes like this.

I’m a science teacher
& I taught my family
that money doesn’t grow
on trees

& being mindful
of the ecology & the fuel crisis
I bought a Pinto
a four cylinder / two door
sedan

& my wife
did too

& my six kids
as well

Hell
we’ re an eight
Pinto family!



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The House Special

Bellino, of Dynek International
has ordered a Whisky Sour
so, I punt on a Banana Daiquiri,
The House Special.

That’s a fag’s drink, declares
Bellino, as he moves
to check out a chick, with whom
he’s established some eye contact

A Gin & Tonic, Chuck
& I follow.

This is Nigel, from Australia;
Hello / Hi
but I don’t catch her name, as Bellino
is hustling the conversation on
from the who are you
to the who she wants to be.

&, she is telling him of
her spotlight ambition
to be a singer, a variant of Roberta Flack
& in time, a piano bar, or
a small club, somewhere.

The sometime & somewhere schedule
sets Bellino’s index pecking
at her left tit ―
as he believes in Target Setting
Assertiveness & Self Maximization

to which, he puts his wallet on the bar
and asks her price on
ten Carnegie Hall tickets in a year’s time
because, if she wants to
that’s where she could be.

Well, the singer demurs, as
I fetch new drinks, & obviously
I miss something, for when I return
Bellino is stabbing at that breast again

I told you, I don’t eat
garbage, & you
are feeding me garbage,
crap & garbage.

The way it goes
she says
Thanks, for the advice & drinks, but
I’ve got a vocal coach in the morning

Crap & garbage, says Bellino
who then pays his tab
& goes.

So.
I’m cut loose
in the Valley Bar & Grill, just
on closing.
One on the house? asks Chuck
what will it be?
& without hesitation, I say
a Banana Daiquiri.

One Banana Daiquiri
coming up, says
Chuck.



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Happy Hour in the Noe Valley Bar & Grill


photo of woman 1a

Never married
never                              
           lived with a man
shit
i can’t get my lover to stay
the night
if it wasn’t a migraine
                    then it was
his wife
& if it wasn’t her
                    then it was
the other woman.            




How can I help      
                               someone else
if i haven’t
                got myself together?
A date, you asked
                                                  for a date?
Oh / well
i’ll take a raincheck
                           on that
          until I’ve called
     my therapist.  

I don’t shit
                                   where I eat
           so I don’t screw customers ―
                                  & I won’t make an exception
for an Aussie poet

photo of woman 2

not even if
a Neruda said
                                  poets
put the genital fire
back into the language.


photo of man 1

Everyone
in the military    
                          sounds Southern
Aint it true
but how come?     
                 Socio Economics.
Down South the judge say
                                                     to ol boys
go to army, or go
to jail.

photo of man 2b
photo of woman 2c

Where I come from
an invitation to dinner
                           means come over & fuck
  & as I got out of the taxi
                                                         I realised
                                  that I had forgotten my diaphragm
& didn’t bring a condom           
            & he I knew
             hadn’t had a vasectomy
so I told Mister:     
             the local white & a rare steak
                                   weren’t going to get him
    a lay that night.


photo of woman 3a

I found myself
in a monogamous relationship
I didn’t get there by                
  being monogamous.
I gave up womanhood
      for motherhood.
You wake up at 40    
                & ask of that person
next to you               
                         who are you
    & what are you doing here?


photo of woman 3b

Lennie Bruce?
I knew Lennie Bruce                     
                                                  personally ―
Junkie Shmunckie
a beautiful person
                                                     that’s why
                         he was a junkie.



You drink here                       
              I assume
because you hope to score                     
then look
& sound Australian       
distinctly Australian                           
there are myths here     
   of the Australian.

photo of man 3c


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Talent

You’re not up
here

to film
our

coons
are you?

Yep
said Lyndsay

to film
your coons ―

But

if it’s a problem
tell me ―

we’ve
brought up

a few

coons
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From Fredericks of Hollywood

Why don’t we
stay home                                        
tonight
get stoned                              
                 or a little drunk
you could                      
                                   wear something
to our advantage                              
                           that something
I bought you                                              
   from Fredricks
                                                                 of Hollywood?

― Yes                                              
  that something ―

                           we could
shoot                                            
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A winter’s tale

She came late
                                                       & I mean late,
                                                                                                     Doug.
The anti-pasto in the fridge                     
                                                                   the bottles out
the guests gone                                 
           — late;

We talked —
                                                                   we talked all night
— all night, yes                           
                                              all night, we talked —

            We talked
                                                         one-thirty
two                     
                      three-thirty & four
                                                                                            off the clock
& on ―                    
                     until
we noticed in the perspex dome            
                                                                                 a soft luminescence
and we talked of that                                                     
                                                       as, the blue-black curtain of night
being raised                              
                     by its machinery

              at five ―
                                        when we
                                                                                       laid down
the world got up                 
&, we watched this
dog in/ cat out                                                       
the early bird
                                                   & the worm
etc. ―

then, making                 
                                                     a small warm nut of herself
she wrapped around                                                  
               the husk of me.

So we lay ―                 
                                                    till, she drowsily turned
to hush                                                      
the tick tick tick
                                                            of myself
           with a kiss

― it was six ―
                                                         with a kiss
with that                                                                
which did not!            

So I
showered                                                                                           
and at seven                                            
left       
a please stay                                                            
           help yourself to anything
&, an I’ll be back at four                                                         
    note ―

― & was                
but she had gone ―                                                                 
  gone express
as per the stage direction                                                       
                        of A Winter’s Tale
exit/ pursued                                                              
by a bear           

I must need a drink,            
                               said Doug,
for a moment there                                                             
          I thought you said
                                                    pursued by
                                                                                     a beer
― if you’ve got                         
                                               a VB or a Tooheys Blue
I could use one.                                              



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The white sulphur-crested cockatoo

for Alan Wearne                                                                            

I won’t bore you
                                                      with why
but I went to this                                   
              hooker ―
& because                                                                       
I had to start somewhere                     
                                          I asked, with a fake detachment
to see, her tits                                         
                                                  ― some money changed hands,
her tits were interesting.                                                    

      The white sulphur-crested cockatoo
tethered                                                                            
to a freestanding perch                 
                                              at the foot of her bed
lent an ambience                                 
that was also
interesting                                            

                                                    Neverthless
I had paid for her work
                                                                        & my play
so this & that
                                             we did
beneath, the Desiderata on the wall                                         
                           & the white sulphur-crested cockatoo
― me on top                                                      
            & then her, on top of me
till such, escalated                                                              
                        & then, properly ceased ―
with, the hooker saying
                                                             ‘Damn ―
there’s more spunk in you                 
                                                                than a football team.’

I paid to play                          
               in the precinct
of the cockatoo                              
          again
for though                                                        
                                I thought the hooker good at her work
there were elements of style                                                  
                                                                ― of film, or a Poetry Noir
in the sulphur-crested cockatoo 

                        &: I tried to identify
                                                                            which
as the cockatoo did the left to rights                        
                                                                                   & the rights to left
                          of its perch
from where it with one ―                         
                                                   the right or left angry eye
kept watch ―            
                                        perhaps it found us
                                                                                                     interesting
― who knows  or cares,                                                                          
                    as the cooing & sucking
of the hooker’s coaxing work                               
                                                    puts its question
& then damns me as before                              
                                               ― for more spunk
than a football team.

                                It won’t
              come as a surprise
that sometime later  
                                                             I went again
                 a third time
one does as one does                                         
                     ‘specially
                                                            if one finds
a white magisterial bird              
                                                             interesting ―
interesting, on a scale of 1 to 10?             
                                                     ― ten
                       an idée fixe
What was its purpose there                                            
                                                        ― minder, duenna, sentry, pimp?
― If the bird knows                                            
                        the bird aint telling.

& ―
                                                                 it’s while I’m lying there
with the hooker trying                                                              
                               to bring me up to the speed of her work
that it occurs to me                                                                
the bird       
                              is supposed to
Alan ―
                                            ― supposed to
somehow act or speak in this scenario                      
                                                                                       to its being there
that it’s supposed to                
                                                       pronounce ―
as they do
in the common                                                  
           & human tales of
an Englishman                                
                                                   an Irishman & a Scotchman
or some other                                         
hapless triad
                                                                   with an all-knowing
& all-seeing                                
                     castigating parrot
which, as Mr Interlocutor                                                    
                                    quips & points the finger
at the fool.                      

&, ―
                                                         it’s while I’m lying there
thinking of    
                                                      parrots as signifiers
that I recall
the elegance, & the poetry with which                              
                                                            Chandler
                 in his last novel
                                                                                               Playback
                                        used one, to screech
Quien Es Quien Es Quien Es                                                  
                                ― who is it
to break a silence                                
                                                         that had fallen
       like a bag of feathers

So, realising
                                                   there was little
that was elegant                              
                         or Chandleresque
                                                                         in the bird
I gave myself over                         
                                    to the hooker’s work
& Damned again          
  went home                                                   
                                             knowing that I would not return
― for the hooker was repetitive                                              
                                   ― parrotlike
& had a familiar                                                         
which to the contrary
                                                                 did not speak at all.

That’s it Al ―
a three-act poem                                                       
      folk & fuck tale
                                                         structure.
That’s it
― genre                               
                              a text of how it is.
How it should be                                
                         find elsewhere
as text of something else.                                                     
That’s it                           
                 but not the why ―
let them ask                                                                             
    the white sulphur-crested cockatoo
at the foot                                                                  
of her bed why          
as I                                                                           
won’t bore you with why                      
                                                  I went to that hooker

― sing black lyric/ roll on narrative.                                         



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This is what happens

You fall
to the floor

you go
into spasms

you vomit;

then
later

somebody
has the carpet

Scotchguarded
where you died.



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Dig 1 & 2

1.

Dig

One time I had a gig
at the Black Hawk in San Francisco ―
When? when indeed, I forget when, but
when, Sonny Stitt, who like me
played alto, was touring & in town
with Jazz at the Philharmonic.

So he makes the gig
and asks, can he blow?
Sure ― yeah ― great, I say
what do you want to play

Cherokee! Stitt says ―
Let’s play Cherokee.

Now
if a kid ―
some local uninvited kid-
came around and wanted to jam with me
I would nominate a tune
one that had all kinds of very difficult chord changes
like Cherokee
& for the kid
I would count it off
real fast.
Well, that night in the Blackhawk, I said
Beat it off Sonny ―

One-two, one-two,
and Sonny was flying;

We played the head, the melody
and then he took first solo ―
he played, I don’t know, forty choruses
for an hour maybe
did everything that could be done
on a saxophone
everything you could play ―
everything, Bird would have played
if Bird had been there

everything!
& then he stopped
and looked at me ―
gave me one of those
‘all right suckah your turn’
looks.

My turn ―
I was strung out, hooked
and it was my turn.

My gig ―
I was drunk
& having a hassle with my wife, Dianne
who, in our hotel room next to the Club
had threatened to kill herself.

My turn ―
I had marks on my arm, &
I believed there to be
narcs in the club.

My turn ―
where he. Sonny
had done all those things
and now it’s my turn
to put up or shut up
to talk or
walk.

I forgot everything
and everything
came out.
I played way over my head
different to Sonny
I searched and found
my own way
and that way, reached
the people.

I played myself
& they felt it
loved it
& knew I was right

I blew &
blew & blew & blew
until I stood there
finished

heart pounding
shaking all over
and soaked in
sweat.

& as the crowd screamed

‘More, yeah/ yeah’ etc
&/ or, whistled/ clapped & stamped
I looked over at Sonny
just, kind of
nodded ―
and Sonny said
‘All right’ ―

and that was it
dig ―
that’s what it is all about.


2.

Dig
the above
was taken from
Straight Life
The Story of Art Pepper
I pass it on

an appropriation?
yes, in part
but not in principle

all art
is made from other
art ―
now that is
an appropriation ―

Art Pepper’s story
not made, but
found & held up

orchestrated yes
but not appropriated

why
work this gritty mordant lyric
& epic text
to something else

to get it wrong?

to be long in craft
and short with Art

No way!

Dig!
I fix myself
& find my other
in serving this.

The story of Art Pepper
stands alone ―
Dig
& pass it on.

A selection of poems: button Contents

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